Whatchall’ bin doin?
March 2nd 2008 04:05
Nothing? Me too. I recently found myself divorced from society’s core infrastructure, the life blood of modern life, the utility network, aka the grid. I began this latest burst of doing nothing by turning off the TV, the phone and the internet. Which was pointless, but so was this whole unholy exercise in futility. Kinda like shoveling snow; it never seems to end and generally will leave when its ready anyway. But a month without internet bytes will nip you where you live; so I've learned.
All of this started off innocently enough; first there was a manifestation of temporary insanity or foolishness (dependant upon the story teller’s point of view), the unintended result of someone’s PTSD induced memory lapse(s), I forgot to pay those bills (for a bit, . . . ok, a couple of months) and they retaliated by withholding service. Cretans! I was faced with the end of the world as I had grown fond of experiencing it. This was serious stuff.
But, to my amazement, the stars and moon still returned to the night sky on a regular basis as did the sun and mornings. Breakfast wasn’t withheld, and I was allowed outdoors on a regular basis to scratch where it itched and to sip my coffee in peace. Albeit without the comforting arms of a woman who’d just lost her shopping network thanks to her husbands’ faux pas, I may as well have pee’d in her purse.
Without the television and internet monsters gobbling up every precious nanosecond of time, I found moments of lucidity and freedom to complete three paintings on canvas with acrylics; without the phone my nerves have settled down and stress went out on holiday. And, when her nerves were settled down a bit, I was the happy beneficiary of 'the look’ from the missus on several auspicious and memorable occasions.
So, I relented and made up with the @#$!~ . . . utility company's, who in turn reconnected me to the grid, after my check had cleared (of course) and all is well for now.
Want to see the paintings? Eh? Oh, right, . . . you saw them already.
Raven, I'm always glad to see you all.
All of this started off innocently enough; first there was a manifestation of temporary insanity or foolishness (dependant upon the story teller’s point of view), the unintended result of someone’s PTSD induced memory lapse(s), I forgot to pay those bills (for a bit, . . . ok, a couple of months) and they retaliated by withholding service. Cretans! I was faced with the end of the world as I had grown fond of experiencing it. This was serious stuff.
But, to my amazement, the stars and moon still returned to the night sky on a regular basis as did the sun and mornings. Breakfast wasn’t withheld, and I was allowed outdoors on a regular basis to scratch where it itched and to sip my coffee in peace. Albeit without the comforting arms of a woman who’d just lost her shopping network thanks to her husbands’ faux pas, I may as well have pee’d in her purse.
Without the television and internet monsters gobbling up every precious nanosecond of time, I found moments of lucidity and freedom to complete three paintings on canvas with acrylics; without the phone my nerves have settled down and stress went out on holiday. And, when her nerves were settled down a bit, I was the happy beneficiary of 'the look’ from the missus on several auspicious and memorable occasions.
So, I relented and made up with the @#$!~ . . . utility company's, who in turn reconnected me to the grid, after my check had cleared (of course) and all is well for now.
Want to see the paintings? Eh? Oh, right, . . . you saw them already.
Raven, I'm always glad to see you all.
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Comment by katyzzz
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Sunday here so folks are a little sleepy, and I'm off to get on with my book, I just pop on here occasionally for a diversion.
katyzzz, Rave's
Comment by James Rickard
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I don't know about those utility companies! ESPECIALLY cable and ISP. Now TV is going digital and the old TV's won't be able to get signal from the air!
Comment by Michaelie
Flick Wit
Maybe I could learn a thing or two by letting all my telecommunications devices go... But then I would probably get fired so best not. Nice in theory though.
You obviously put your time of 'disconnection' (in whatever sense applies) to good use though, with your beautiful work.
Michaelie
Comment by Tracy
Movies and Life
It's good to see you, I was wondering where you were. It looks like your telecommunication-free time has been used well. Your pictures are beautiful especially the last one.
I could definitely live without my home phone, but I would miss my mobile for texts and the internet, well, that would be a tough one. But it does give the opportunity to look around and see what's happening in the world and stars. Each time I take Fergal for a walk, I am refreshed by the simple beauty of a park and nature.
I can relate to the PTSD symptons, I also have it and have forgotten to pay bills and things like that. It can be quite distressing to miss chunks of life. And then other times I console myself by thinking that it couldn't have been that exciting if I can't remember it!!
Good to see you and looking forward to many more good reads and chats,
Tracy
Comment by Lilla
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It seems that you have withstood the long hard drought and the frosty moon, whilst stemming the tide as well as the lighthouse in your excellent (AWESOME) painting. They are all amazing and again confirm to me that the orble 'grid' is filled with much talent... but the Lighthouse particularly appeals and I just think it amazing!
I have got me a spanking new laptop, which I have taken into the bedroom and loungeroom, in the hope that being 'out of the office' and ergonomically challanged again, will lead to a more creative experience ... but getting it working, sounds like a similiar trek you have been on yourself, with the utility company ((laughs))
It is lovely to have you back and I look forward to coffee with you again, one morning soon.
Lilla ...
Comment by tlcorbin
Hello James, good to see you again, so to speak. Those darn grid controllers make me crazy at times, so any time I can retaliate, I do. I never win, but the battle can be a great diversion, although overdone in this particular case. Sigh. I am glad that you like my paintings. Thanks.
Hi Michaelie, I am glad to be back. I’ll try to resist the temptation to fuss with the grid folks. Actually, it is very cathartic to disconnect on occasion. It has helped me a lot. The time spent with my art was great, the time with my wife, priceless! Thank you for the kind words about my art.
Hi Tracy, I needed a sabbatical-planned or not, it gave me some much needed soul rest. PTSD is a very demanding task master, as you well know. It bites me in the butt every once in a while; I have learned to deal with it, if not live with it in an unholy alliance. I am glad you like my artwork; it felt good to work at it again. Amazing, the amount of free time that came with the grid disconnect. The hardest thing to do without was the internet quite frankly. It has been my primary source of communication, research and news source for longer than I care to admit. Weird how it crept up on me like it did. I am looking forward to interacting with you as well my friend.
Hello Lilla, it’s good to knows that my caws is of a concern to more than myself. I am glad to be online again, it’s difficult to express with mere words. The Orble family does contain some awesome talent; I found myself marveling about that fact many times and am grateful to be a member of such a talent pool. Ha, you tuned in to my visual message with the order of the images, clever lady. The image of the lighthouse was secondary to me; I was captivated by explosive wave.
A new laptop, eh! I’m jealous, but happy for you. However, I’ll pass on dealing with the utility folks, we’re genetically inclined to hate each other . . . the wankers. I’m delighted to be back so to speak.
Thank you all for commenting, I’ll catch up with all of your work ASAP, I missed your work as well.
Raven
Comment by Damo
Looks as if the internet is the killer of creativity.
Comment by Ash
Flashes of memories
Welcome back to the land of the living... or have you just returned from there to the land of the zombies???
Good to see you again - I see you have been feeling rather inspired??? WOW! Why are you blogging when you have a talent like that?
Hopefully things have settled to a dull roar around your place now
Ash x
Comment by tlcorbin
Hi Ash, it’s more a little of both actually. I’ve decided to withdraw from the arena of jousting with utility company windmills and stick to verbalizing my tall tales of high adventure and occasional woes.
Why choose to blog over painting? It’s the age old problem of misspent youth and time; blogging pays better and I don’t really want to murder some critic for sour remarks. Actually, I am going to complete more paintings and then convert some to prints for sale. It’s just taking time.
Dull roars are boring, this last uproar was rather invigorating. Sigh, it’s a guy thing.
Glad to hear from all of you.
Raven
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Comment by Louie
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being off the grid sounds like a good plan
Comment by JohnDoe
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I will join the chorus with support for your visual artistry...good to see you return
Comment by Lara M
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What talent! Like 'em all especially the lighthouse.
Comment by tlcorbin
Hi Louie, thank you for the compliment; for brief periods living off grid has its benefits. Disconnecting, a great way to reconsider the priorities in your life!
Hello JohnDoe, thank you for your kind words, it is good to be back. Truthfully, I missed the Orble community.
Hiya LaraM, it was liberating and indeed, doing without the internet was the toughest part of the experience. Actually, the painting you refer to as the ‘Lighthouse’ is the wave to me. The structure just show cases the power of that explosive wave.
Wow, thank you all for visiting and for your encouraging words. I will be visiting all of you.
Raven
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(By the way, I like the third painting best!)
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Comment by Kleonaptra
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I seem to be saying that a lot lately, but wow! Those paintings are INSPIRED Raven! Im so honoured you shared....
Its such a shame that tiny memory lapses can result in such disastrous consequences.